You don’t know the way I miss you, you don’t know how I loved the days I spent there.. together. You don’t realize how much I need to be there, how much I miss those afternoons with the rain, those night at the bus stop, those night shopping at the supermarket and you were there outside waiting for me.. as always you would be, you don’t know how much I just want to be there, how I want you to hug me the way you did, how you were fearless days and days. How I spent lots of money, how I enjoyed all day there, you really don’t know how much I miss the winds, the rains, the people… how I miss being confused by other american, how I miss being talking another language that I love.. you really don’t know .. because you can’t feel, you can’t breathe.. you are just you… you are something, something, that I’ve never knew how to love before, and now I cannot love you. How I just cannot stop loving you.. MB.